06.03.04 - 7:28 p.m.
they are saying we will probably not get to take our two weeks of leave time and go back to the us. so we'll be here for a year straight. which really fuckin sucks....but i dont know...there's a lot of drama for me to avoid when i go home. and i'm not really looking forward to that. i dont look forward to seeing the brown haired girl. over the time i have been gone and we have been broken up i've come to realize all of the reasons that she's not for me. i havent talked to her much lately at all. and i like it that way. it just seems like a lot of things have changed and are different back home. not just stuff with her...but in all aspects of my life back home. going back and putting it all back together again...or trying ..is going to be interesting...